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(Thursday, September 24, 2009-)
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# hello world.-
Its been a long time. bored and stressed and so started another blog, but wont be as entertaining as the last one.. this will be my true thoughts and feelings, unhidden and unmasked. no pretense about it, what you read is what you get.
What mr chen said today really struck me though, when i realise how constricted i am and how much i conform to societal expectations, such that i cant even imagine an alternative lifestyle. had a hard time choosing a blog address, couldnt find anything i could relate to. what can i relate to anyway? superficial ties are all i see around me. i cannot seem to find many true friends, and i dont have a clearly lit path for my future either. im not doing well and im not proud of it, but life seems to just proceed further and further into the dark forest, far from any bare, well-trodden roads where others have taken. what will become of me when i grow up? will i be all alone? why is everyone around me so untied, so detached.. is it mistake on my part of not bonding closer to them? or is it just the environment i am studying in... i really dont know
just a short heartfelt post here. till then
the story ends like this;
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